You won’t apologize to me because it was thrown back at you?
well I just wanted to point out that actually, you never ONCE apologized. Nor did you attempt to.  If you had, this would be resolved by now. You did nothing but defend yourself angrily. 
Your “apology” that was thrown back at you?
That was actually you requesting that I not tell people about whats going on between us because in your opinion, its “immature”.

That’s not an apology. 

So damn straight it was thrown back at you.
And I’d do it again.
Maybe I wouldn’t have reacted the way I did if you hadn’t allowed your little boyfriend to run rampant and post whatever he wants, which only escalated everything. 
Take a quick minute, and put yourself in my converse. 
Think loong and hard about everything that was said in those statuses. All the shit bout my weight, mental state, relapses. Think.

And then tell me that you’d honestly be okay with that shit being posted about you. Look me in the eyes and tell me that it wouldn’t bother you.

And if you still say it wouldn’t get to you, it wouldn’t affect you, you’re lying. 

. So I’m not sorry.
I am done being sorry.
I am done being sorry for absolutely everything.
I have nothing to be sorry FOR. 

Nothing you, nor your little boyfriend, was accurate, you speak from pure ignorance, considering the fact that you haven’t been around for the past 2-3 months, so you wouldn’t know shit about my recovery in the first place.

you may not have “meant” to hurt me, but that doesn’t change the fact that you still fucking did.
You literally cannot comprehend how wrong what you did was.
And I say you, because you not stopping him is just as bad as you posting it yourself.
*side note, the dude lives with you, at YOUR place, eats YOUR food, and is pretty much supported entirely by YOUR daddy. Tell me again how it is that you couldn’t look at him and ask him not to post that about your best friend? he could have, yaknow, INBOXED it. strange concept, right? idk, just food for thought.*


I miss you, but at the same time, I think I just miss what we used to have and what we used to be. 
But I’ve also come to realize that a best friend never chooses a guy over you, a best friend is always there for you, even when they’re upset too, and a best friend never bails.
Thankfully, I’m lucky enough I have people like that in my life.
It’s just too bad you’re not one of them.